I love your profile, its exactly what I'm looking for not guys can accept a big black woman with kids, and then on top of everything i have to think about who would be best to date , who to have around my kids and family, someone who understands life happens kids get sick, someone who accepts me for me and wot get upset when i say i want to take care of my mother, she spent years taking care of me and my siblings working her fingers to the bone to make sure me and my siblings had something, its my turn to take care of her thats how it's supposed to be. Did you know that there arn't any nursing homes in india because the children take care of the parents until they pass, but here people put their loved ones in nursing homes, not right, we should want to do for the ones who did for us, its true i have 5 kids but only 2 live with me, some stuff happen when i was younger and i wanted to give my kids the best chance at life so i sent them to live with family, i did wht was best for my kids i couldn't give them what they needed and my aunt could i know where they are and they know who i am, but im a new person now turning my life around has been a challenge but its worth it to see my kids smile, i want to find a man to fall in love with and get married down the road in the relationship that lets me be me and him be free to be himself, True love is really hard to find but once it's found its worth it. I have been in 2 relationships the first relationship i was in lasted 13 years, we had 3 kids together- they are 15, 13 and 10. When we finally decided to get married and make it official he died a week later, it was unexpected, the heart break was unbearable, but im ready to mend my heart and find love again, even though he was my true love i know he wouldn't want me to morn forever, he would want me to find love again. My second relationship,  Lasted 8 and 1/2 years i have 2 kids with him 7 & 2 that relationship tricked me, he was nice and loving, a complete gentleman, but as soon as we moved in together he started putting his hands on me , when he was drunk or high or both i couldn't talk to my family or my friends, he would get so jealous he would take it out on me in front of our daughter, he was in and out of lock, tried to give him a chance but got pregnant with my youngest son, i mustered up all my strength and walked away from that relationship. I couldn't take the physical and mental abuse he put me through any more he hurt me in ways i never knew were possible, i didn't want my kids to grow up around that or find the wrong people later in life, i want more for my kids in life i want to give them every opportunity to be the best they can be in life, i want to find someone who will support my dreams and lift me when im down, as i will do for him i will be the rock he can lean on, i will lift him encourage him to be the best he can be a relationship is about unity, when you stand united nothing can come between them because they are strong in their relationship nothing and no one can come between that. I have gone on an on and would like to know if this is to much or just enough? Be honest with im a grown woman and can accept rejection we are all grown lets act like it.

Kalat